Sometimes, I think that life is like a tv-drama. So, it’s like Gilmore Girls or Dawson’s Creek or even Smallville, only the main character is you. Not the dramatic parts of it (though sometimes things like that do happen in real life 😛 ), I’m talking about the seasons.
Our life’s divided into seasons. Sometimes, without we even realising it. See, a period of time, like your first year in college is a season. Your second and third are the next season.
These seasons are more easily recognized when it’s related with school. You start a new term, you start a new season. But it’s different when you’ve already finished school. You work. And at this point, the ending and the beginning of a season is often blurry. And very unpredictable.
You move into a new division. Read a book and suddenly all your life’s inspired by it. Your bestfriend’s getting married. You’re introduced to a bunch of great new friends (in this case, you can see yourself as a newcomer who appears in their third season of friendship and brings changes to the whole series, vice-versa 😛 ). Your colleague gets promoted. You stop falling for someone. You get a scholarship and go to UK.. Just mention it. There are so many endings, so many beginnings. One thing clear is that they often, or almost always, come in sudden.
And so, sometimes we just aren’t ready for it.
Even for an ending that’s very, very predictable (you planned it, actually), it’s not always easy to end something. Maybe you’re willing to let it go. Still, the thought of losing something always leave sadness, no matter how little it is.
But there’s no season that’s not pretty and colourful. (Even winter has its own beauty, right? 😉 ) And when you know you’re starting a new season, don’t you get excited to know what story it’ll bring?
I do. Sad and excited at the same time. So much it makes me wake up in the weirdest of time in the nights. Ah well, maybe it’s another thing but I think it’s one of the reasons why.
There are always changes in our life. Sometimes good, sometimes bad. We just have to accept it. And get ready (which is hard for me because I’m not so in to changes, haha 😀 *forget my nickname here*)
It surely has not much to do with this, but as I type this I remember one song from Dawson’s Creek soundtracks (only like the music, I never really watch the series), part of the lyrics says ‘Baby, I will win your love this season..’ Haha, menurutku itu ambigu, karena bukan musim semi atau panas tetapi season dalam series itu.. Oh yeah, I’m not in a battle to win someone’s heart, I just like the spirit 🙂
Right then, gotta go and get prepared for my last day of this season. Please pray for me that it’ll be a happy ending 😀 Have a nice day, people!