A Note of Loneliness

I decided to divide them into two parts.

Ditulis beberapa hari yang lalu.

While listening to Details in the Fabric, thinking that the title suits the Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants ^^

All afternoon feeling so alone and empty. The room suddenly seemed too big for me alone. Everything was so different from the night before, when Holy and Nutri were here, kept on being ‘cruel’ to me and making me laugh..

And then I realised that over these few weeks, I never spent my holiday alone. Making me extremely tired, but very, very happy. The company trip to Semarang, going back home, dinner at Skydining, gathering at Pelangi the next Wednesday, going back home again, Festival Kuliner, trying to find new dormitory… God, akhir minggu saya benar-benar penuh! Tak heran bila nanti kehadiran saya di sertifikat itu tak sepenuh masa sebelumnya, hahaha.

I’m not complaining, anyway… No, not at all, I enjoyed them all , really… 🙂

But the after effect is… Like this. It’s just sad, being alone. Seems like I’ve become someone who can’t stand the loneliness (who does, anyway, hahaha). I do enjoy being alone in my private space sometimes, but only when I know that people are actually around, and I can come to them whenever my ‘autism’ goes away.

Having a lot of friends around you is—I never realised it before—addictive.

Thanks for everyone who has been my company. You know who you are  😉

Ah, btw, we finally decided to go back to our old dormitory. Back to my old room, one of the places I missed the most. Thanks God, for hearing my lonely prayers..

I just never thought that we (me, holy, and ms) would be back as Ravenclaws  🙂