there wasn’t anything to do today (not yet?), so I spent the free time wandering around, and I found a site of a little chinese girl who looked surprisingly similar with me when I was younger. 12 or 13 year old me.
somehow that makes me realize that I miss my old self. so much it leaves me with a lonely and a little bit sad feeling.
i don’t know why i could miss myself like this, while i used to despise myself back then.
i don’t know, i just miss that little girl with her simple, righteous, and happy life 😉
ah, by the way, I dreamed of being in junior high once again. how joyful life could have been, if only it had been true. seeing those faces i miss so, so, so much again.
and now all i can do is playing the songs that remind me of you. letting go of the memories as the time quickly passes me by.
i miss me. i miss u.