i miss… me.

there wasn’t anything to do today (not yet?), so I spent the free time wandering around, and I found a site of a little chinese girl who looked surprisingly similar with me when I was younger. 12 or 13 year old me.

somehow that makes me realize that I miss my old self. so much it leaves me with a lonely and a little bit sad feeling.

i don’t know why i could miss myself like this, while i used to despise myself back then.

i don’t know, i just miss that little girl with her simple, righteous, and happy life πŸ˜‰

ah, by the way, I dreamed of being in junior high once again. how joyful life could have been, if only it had been true. seeing those faces i miss so, so, so much again.

and now all i can do is playing the songs that remind me of you. letting go of the memories as the time quickly passes me by.

i miss me. i miss u.

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17 thoughts on “i miss… me.

  1. rindu pada kepolosan masa kecil, dimana semua tampak begitu simple.
    mungkin semua orang yang sekarang ngaku “dewasa” juga merindukan masa-masa itu

  2. “berharap selalu menjadi kanak-kanak.. merasakan atsmosfir penuh mimpi.. semangat dan gairah tiada henti..”

    —itulah salah satu mimpi sayaaa… πŸ™‚

  3. dinagembul says:

    kita bisa terus jadi anak2 kok. malah konon anak-anak adalah manusia paling jenius. but i miss myself when i become someone who stands in front of london eye and smile to camera…. πŸ™‚

  4. flowflow says:

    weleh… miss miss an iki wis…

    hehehe
    jangan sampe deh kehilangan seluruh sisi kanak kanak pas udah makin tua ntar. nggak mau.

    we’re not old. just older.
    jadi bukan berarti nggak boleh sesekali seperti anak anak kan yah?
    -pembenaran-

    nice layout…

  5. lho, saya menjadi pemantik ke-mellow-an rupanya πŸ˜†

    @ dina: *pletak*

    i like flo’s words: we’re not old. just older.

    ^ ^ saya jadi ingin berlari di atas rerumputan yang basah oleh embun, dengan gaun putih berenda dan mahkota dari jalinan bunga kecil berwarna putih…

  6. seems like nothing is white and black anymore,
    it changed into grey and fill away over my shoulder.
    it’s tough getting older.

    lagunya colbie πŸ™‚
    mungkin ini yang bikin saya ga pengen gede. sekarang pun ternyata masih…

  7. dinagembul says:

    @ chang’e : *pletak* (juga) jangan ikut2an bilang ‘i miss my self when i become someone who stands in front of london eye with a***’.

    @melati : ya…. ya…. blogmu apa nduk?

  8. @ udin: lho, you are not who you are? lah kemarin yang di plangi itu siapa? ^ ^;

    main football, lah, take your time..

    @ mela: *nods*

    @ dyra: pundak saya jadi berasa berat ^^;
    funny, how children wish with all their might that they’ll grow up as soon as possible.

    @ flo: main-mainlah ke rumah, sawah di sebelah masih banyak kunang-kunangnya, lho πŸ™‚ . Kodok-kodok yang hobi paduan suara juga ada ^^;

    @ dina: amin, amin, amiiin πŸ˜€
    blognya mela: namapanjangnya.wordpress.com πŸ˜†

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