Found it. The reason for my smile. Membuka-buka situs itu tanpa sepenuhnya mengerti apa yang tertulis di sana. Very, very happy.
Feeling so sad. The first thing to do when arrived at home was trying to find prospectuses from UK Education Exhibition. So glad to find a segment of Southern area and a page about the place where he probably lives. And a probable reason why he chose that city. Feeling so tired, dozed off still holding the magazine with that page open.
Feeling weary. For what reason?? Sighed so often.
Taking different route to go home (crazy, I don’t think I wanna do it again), met four beautiful old ladies who spoke with each other in Chinese. Reminded me so much of the Ya-Yas. Guys, we’ve got to be like that, so warm and friendly and look good even we’re already gray and old, okay? Ah, suddenly I feel so high spirited 😀
Oh yea, btw I had a conspiracy with a lady in Harmoni Shelter. A lady was standing at the platform. There was an empty bus in the third row, and the officer told us to jump inside the bus in front of her. But she pretended not to hear him, and she whispered to me, “Don’t listen to that, Miss, we’ve got the right to have a seat. There’s an empty bus, why not taking that one?” Of course I agree!! Sometimes there’s no use listening to those officers, you know *smile mischievously* I felt like I was living in those pages of the Ya-yas in Bloom and she was Vivi or Genevieve Whitman 😀 .
It was a lot more draining than working overtime in my office, the journey back home. But somehow I still got the energy to clean up my room and pick my favorite pictures from magazines and put them on my styrofoam. And the night was rather peaceful, with the soft scent of roses and me, looking at my colorful styrofoam before I finally close my eyes and sleep.
A mess!! On the verge of tears. But all I can say is.. I really like Mark Darcy’s character. That’s all.
But sometimes, some simple things can wipe away the weariness, just like what the wind does to rain clouds. Well, rain cloudsnya masih tersisa sedikit, but thank You Allah, am feeling much, much better now. Just like what holydee always says, “I won’t worry my life away.. “